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To my most important friends and fans,

I’m back on facebook! Just for a short period of time. I really enjoy not being on fb. These last 6 months away has helped my healing so much! I’m a completely different person then what y’all remember. Still the same ol KiT/Veronika but… Definitely my values, morals and beliefs have done a complete 180. I’ve been getting your emails, thank you for your concern on where I’ve been. 2013 was a difficult year, and now into 2014, I have a completely different Life/calling I need to prepare for.

Time for the updates. I know all of you are just dying to hear what’s come up.

In a week I turn 32. This is the biggest weekend of my Life for many reasons.

1. I am in a 12 step program for love and sex addiction. Yes. It’s a thing. Watch the movie “Thanks for Sharing”. On Valentines day I share my first step, with my sponsor to my step family, and I’m very excited about it. Y’all have seen my crazy love episodes for years on fb. I didn’t even know I had a problem. But these meetings have changed my life and I’m excited to finally move ahead with my own relationship with myself. Sex and love has been the hardest drug to detox from. Celibacy has been the key to re learning just how worthy and precious my love really is.

2. On the morning of my 32nd birthday I am getting baptized. In the process of healing I have been directed towards my Heavenly Father. I go to church. And I have found peace and pure love in the friendships I’ve made in my new found faith. I absolutely LOVE my church here in Seattle, and my church family. I am abiding by the promises to my Lord. I don’t drink, smoke or have sex. I am Mormon. Hear me roar. 🙂 I can almost hear the gasps and jaws hitting the ground.

So. By the end of February 15th, I will have turned 32, my sins repented and past wiped clean. Thank The Lord for the Atonement… And I’ll be ready to start my new chapter here in Seattle. My hoopdance classes are a success, I’m performing regularly and I host workshops. Oh not to mention I have a place with some fabulous smartie pants roommates. Life has shifted dramatically for me but y’all know how I roll. Go out with a bang. Make changes. Embrace the change. Know Heavenly Father loves you and you are his children. If you know this He will always be there for you. He has a plan. You just need to have faith and believe.

Thank you all for your continued love and support. I finally feel like I can be an inspiration and leader. Here’s to the best of everything yet to come!

2 Nephi 1:15 But behold, the Lord hath redeemed my soul from hell; I have beheld his glory, and I am encircled about eternally in the arms of his love.

Love,

A whole new KiT & caHOOPle.